The Web

Most times i wonder how it would be to live a life free from all haste and worries...seldom after such reconnection with self, i decide to take upon myself a task of never letting the harrying life drag me with its flow, but in vain.. some or the other moment comes in life where my grasp on my own existence weakens and i find myself being mulled into situations i was never ready for...the confusion caused by the criticality of the moment and my being caught totally unaware, makes me reach out for a small ray of hope that seems to shine from some distant sun... the cob webs of society,science and the need to hasten all the time, clasps me in firm hold and i try my best to undo all the knots and reach the sunny spot as soon as possible. My life becomes a struggle to keep up with all the side-effects that come along with it, be done with them and move towards my ultimate goal of self-rejuvenation.. but is that ever going to happen completely..am not sure.. Like me, there are several people who let themselves be chained by the web of life to attain some peace later-times, but that "later-times" never come...the life comes to an end and with that thought and till the end we keep hoping for some more time so we could do all that we stil could have done..

Reconnaitre avec moi

Although i had created this blog quite some time back, its only now that am writing something for the first time...Actually i was waiting for something really nice to write about.. It happens a lot with me when i get reminded of some notorious deed i was involved in with my friends or sibling or maybe was part of some prank, that i cannot stop laughing at the memories of those moments until a tear or two roll down my cheek.Ah! those hilariously overwhelming times.. Though i love browsing my old diarys, picture albums and scrapbooks to remember all my friends it happens may times that i get tangled up in this messy afair of life and tend to forget few things that are dear to my heart.. recently when i was re-browsing my swiss album i found many pictures,which i hadn't noticed before so carefully! they brought back a fresh flood of memories! what joy! its never the same everyday, life is meant to be a continuous course of learning..everytime we learn something, we evolve and change, just like the mathematical vectors.There are a lot of things i have learnt after the swiss trip, especially how to priortise motivations and my dreams in life which fuel my survival.. the whimsical joy.. the ignorance of the true world but only an observation and admission of purity and beauty around within self, giving rise to positivity long lost.. all refreshed me and made me look at life from a different perspective.. A child is never born with any fears..fears are what demons like cowardice and lie teach him so he could sustain with a dillusion of his own blind world visible to him... I have always liked to conquer my weaknesses and address the inner unrest, though i sadly fail to understand the cause behind those... cherish all the goddness of the world around... because it might be the one aspect that was missing from your life for a long time...