The Web

Most times i wonder how it would be to live a life free from all haste and worries...seldom after such reconnection with self, i decide to take upon myself a task of never letting the harrying life drag me with its flow, but in vain.. some or the other moment comes in life where my grasp on my own existence weakens and i find myself being mulled into situations i was never ready for...the confusion caused by the criticality of the moment and my being caught totally unaware, makes me reach out for a small ray of hope that seems to shine from some distant sun... the cob webs of society,science and the need to hasten all the time, clasps me in firm hold and i try my best to undo all the knots and reach the sunny spot as soon as possible. My life becomes a struggle to keep up with all the side-effects that come along with it, be done with them and move towards my ultimate goal of self-rejuvenation.. but is that ever going to happen completely..am not sure.. Like me, there are several people who let themselves be chained by the web of life to attain some peace later-times, but that "later-times" never come...the life comes to an end and with that thought and till the end we keep hoping for some more time so we could do all that we stil could have done..